Entry Four

Tuesday

6/1/04

About 6:30 PM

Dear Serena,

Right now I have egg yolk on my face. There is nasty acne on my face I feel disgusted. I feel that when James sees me he's grossed out. Especially by my fatness!

Actually I've been losing weight. Over the summer I'm going to surprise everyone. I'm going to lose a lot of weight, get contacts, and have clear skin. If I don't get clear skin, I'll be able to wear coverup. I'll even get the confidence to flirt. Maybe with James. I want to at least be his friend. I really like him. I hope he likes me back. I used to talk to him during [high school school play's name]. When he first told me that he can sniff pixie sticks up his nose. I dared him to do it. He stuck it up his nose, pulled it out and said he did it. I said yea right you liar. Then when he was a security guard (dressed up like one) he said I wish I can carry a real gun. I said so bring it and he goes oh yeah so I can get arrested, I said yea.

He's so cute with his shy smile. I love it.

Love,

(my name)

Entry Three

Thursday

5/27/04

8:43 PM

Dear Serena,

Today I saw James. While me and Evelyn were talking in front of the cafeteria before the bell rings, I saw him. He was wearing a black shirt, dark beige short cargo pants, and black sneakers with the silver stripes. He was soooo cute today.

And I saw Stan today. That kid makes my heart melt. He's so sexy. My only wish is for him to talk to me. Serena, please make that come true. Please.

I already spoke to James. Now it's Stan's turn.

Love,

(my name)

Entry Two

Wednesday

5/26/04

9:44 PM

Dear Serena,

Omg, there's this really really hot kid name Stan*. He is so sexy I can't take my eyes off him. Everyone thinks he's ugly but he's hot. He's muscular and got gorgeous crystal green eyes.

Oh, and Krystal* told me something else. I don't know if it's true, but she said how she saw James* walking in the hallways and he pointed to her and told Rob* "you see that girl over there? Her cousin likes me". In my head I was like, I wonder what he thinks of me. But he's sooooo cute.

But Stan is so sexy. But he hangs out with all the pretty boys, so I'm not sure if I do like him. But I don't, I like James.

Anyways, I didn't see him today, so it was crappy.

I wish Stan would notice me. Just talk to me: he never would though.

*Names have been changed

Entry One

Saturday

5/22/04

9:14 AM

Dear Diary,

In honor of Sailor Moon, I am naming you Serena.

I am in high school, though freshman year is almost over.

I'm going to continue my story another day.